Aham
- Dr. Boban P. Abraham
'Mazhayekkurichu
ethra paranjalum enikku mathi varilla. Mazhayekkurichu
paranju boradippikkanu ninakkorikkalum pattilla.'
Ente chaarathu chadanjirunnu shradhapoorvam vaayichu
kondirunna avale njan sookshichu nookki. Ella, avalenthengilum
paranja lakshanamilla. Sneham koodiyaal telepathy
mathiyennu enikku munparengilum parnjittundo? Kambiyazhikalum
chillumittu bhadramakkiya jalakatthinum veliyil pine
marangalude idayilekku dharalitthathode peyyunna mazhayilekku
veendum kannukal neendu. Chinthakal veendum vaashiyode
kaatilekku thanne.
Ormakalkku
pazhakippodinja virippavu saariyude manam. Apratheekshithamayi
oru parichayappedal, niyogam pole oru sauhrudavum.
Hostelil etthiyathinte randam dinam rathri raaggine
thakruthiyayi nadakkunnu. Njangal rasam pidichu varunnatheyullu.
Enne messilj kondu poya sahrudayan chettan ente thadi
nannayikkotennu vicharichu mooonalkunnanulla choru
vilambi thannu nirbandhichu theettikkukayanu. Chorum
njanum pande rasathilalla. Njanithevideyum kondetthikkillennu
manassilakkiya chettan, enter papabharam mattareyengilum
elppichu rakshappedan prerippichu. Enikku sahaya hasthavumayi
vanna aa kolunna roopathil enikku theere vishwasamillayirunnu.
Enkilum avan thanne enne rakshichu. Avan kaanichu
kootiya athbuthangalil aadyathethu maathramayirunnu
athu.
Pinneyangottu
sauhrudam manassil puthuputthan chillu kottarangal
panithuyarthiya dinangalilaayirunnu. Undathorumichu,
urangiyathumorimichu padichathum padikkathirunnathum
orumichu, seniorinte kannu vettichu pathiraappadathinu
thalayethichu nokkiyathum orumichu. Paripadikal nadannappol
ellattinu purake odi nadannathum orumichu. Averagokke
pada, pada pottiyathum pinne First M. B. B. S. valinju
keriyathum orumichu. Randum college electionil marichu
paniyeduthathum, pinne vijayam aakhoshichathum enter
preranayal orumichu thanneyayirunnu.
Rashtreeyathil,
thalparyamillathirunna avane prasthanathilekku konduvannathu
enter preranayayirunnu. Kaaryangal vishakalan buddhiyode,
puthiya kazhchappode avan kaanan thudangiyappol abhipraya
vyathyasam aashayathalathil mathramayirunnu.
Maarimarinja
balabalatthil, aduttha electionil njangal ethir sthanardhikalayi.
Parajayamettu vangiya enikku thonniyathu pakayum asooyayum
mathramayirunnu. Pakshe thuranna chiriyode kettipidichathum
abhinandanam ariyichathum akhoshangalkku mun kaiyyeduthathum
njaan thanne.
Kashapishayundayappozhokke
avanittu guerilla prayogam sharikku pooshan enikku
kazhinjittundu. Randu thavana adiyettu aashupathriyilaya
avanteyaduthu kadanabharatthal vithumbiya mukhavumayi
odiyetthiya ennekkurichu enikku mathippundu. Prasthanatthil
ente bhaviyekkurichu prathyasayam. Angane munnerikkondirikkunna
enikku ettharam parasyamaya kashapishayum vazhakkum
oru parajayam thanne ente prathichhaya.
Nanuttha
sauhrudangalkkum, kshamikkunna snehathinum, vittuveezhakkum,
sahishnuthakkum enna sthanama ullathu. Lakshyamanenikku
valuthu. Margangal aprasakthavum. Njan kannadachirunnu
swapnam kaanukayanu -- naaleyude varnappolimayarna
chitrangal. Athu kondu ennathe nanmayum velichavum
njan kannunneyilla. Njan kannadachiruttakunnathu aarku
vendi? Prasthathinum manushyarashikkum vendi... samshayamenthu?
Atho...
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